So, as some of you may know, Stevie left the 5AwesomeGays. This is a little more depressing for me than I thought it would be. He's so funny, and he put so much time into his videos. I mean, he spent two years on that channel. I know it's cheesy for me to feel like this, but unless you make YouTube videos and you've talked to some of your viewers, then it's impossible to explain. I've thought about quitting YouTube a lot, but I know if I did a lot of people would be upset, and in all honesty it's helped me grow. It's taught me responsibility, and when the time comes, it'll teach me how to give up something I put a ton of time into. YouTube helps people connect with one another and share experiences. Sure, you could go to blogs, but it's not the same as seeing a face with expressions and a body that moves. It makes it more real and it makes it interesting. That's really what YouTube is for me. It's so much more than a website; it really makes people connect with one another. I've met some amazing people on YouTube (my first boyfriend for example.) I just can't imagine what my life would be like without it. Anyways... cheesy blog is over.

Love always.

XOXO Jake